Tuesday, April 14, 2009 @12:47 pm
I mean, i know it's obviously only right that two people don't meet up for nearly an entire month due to exams and work stress.
but how is it that anyone else can think that even amidst the busy schedules, that the two people are FEELING OKAY and should not be missing each other at all? Surely there will be a bit of time in a day that one is thinking of the other and vice versa right?
sometimes i feel like my actions are now being governed by my head, never my heart anymore..
in fact, it's not only my actions... i think it's my feelings and everything else.. because it seems wrong to let your heart do some feeling to anyone else other than God.
don't get me wrong. i'm really not angry at God... i love God. to bits. and i'm enjoying the fact i'm growing closer and closer to Him. but u know, instructions and all. As much as I'd really like to listen, i've so many question marks in my head. and in the end, I just obey without really really understanding. cos I think it's prolly a hassle for the other party to explain it to ME again and again until i really get it..
aiyar... aiyar.... aiyar......
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